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Touching the Core
Is romance worth it?
Circling down you lovers vortex to touch the core?
His histories of ineffectual relationships, will you be just one more?
Gliding over blue future days, never wanting to acknowledge the shifting landscape below.
Whispering gales of criticism blow through your wings
Through the blue, I see cracks.
Every month a new one falls toward the floor...
I hear nails being hammered into old wooden doors, behind, little girls yearn to come out and play...
In reflected mirrors, I see them fall into the awaiting smile...
With lips that aren't mine, words are whispered that flow like honey to the ear...
Sentimental songs play, their words pull tears onto pallets of cracked grey hues...
I search a now frozen heart to find the entrance to the place of your love...
Backwards I fall...
Like a rare butterfly, each little pin seals a fate youth cannot save.
With every breath, heartbeat, step, I try to link my hand into yours...
I'm lonely, I'm cold, the pain cuts through the dark...
Making jagged tears where bitter, black blood floods over my dusty heart...
To tired to be angry, just another slamming door to shiver behind, once excited by inner joys...
I'm left to pick up the toys...
My body moves...it hums soft and slow.
Laborous, harsh winds blow across wet minutes...ticking evermore deaths cadence.
Behind the time piece...I dart and peer.
Who and what do you see?
Through colored mirrors...the visage shifts.
From darkest blacks to blinding whites...I touch you.
Deep inside me...
I gently cup my hands around your soft warm body.
Like a snow white dove, your feathers stir as my breath touches you.
I then whisper words of safety and comfort as I lightly stroke you.
I open my palms and rejoice as you spread your wings for flight.
Never could I steal your freedom from you, for this too is what I seek.
If you desire, let me fly along with you for awhile.
Gazing back at me, your eyes like the eagle, I'm still and uncertain.
Like the rabbit, I offer myself.
Both willing and afraid...
I sense your terrifying, haunting presence, just on the outskirts of my minds eye.
I see you!
My mind chokes from the fear and bands of doubt, wrap tight around my head.
"Do not be afraid..."
I scream back, "Creature, how dare you steal my sanity!"
Snatches of cloudy visions, grab at the ankles of reality...
Making me wildly jump in a dance of inner pain and confusion.
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